Giving Others the Benefit of the Doubt

There's a saying in aikido, "There are many lessons onwhere I was. I had a lane. He explained that he really
the mat." It means that when we're practicing aikidoliked his lane because there were no jets gushing
we're not just learning aikido, we're also learning aboutwater into the pool. The jets are very strong and
life. For example, when someone grabs my wrist toobother him. The lane he was in - the lane I usually swim
hard and I get angry but don't say anything, I eventuallyin - doesn't have them. Aha! I say to myself. He doesn't
learn that it would be more useful to ask him not toget into my lane just to annoy me. He dislikes the other
grab so hard. I may also notice that it's difficult for melanes. And now he's trying to give me the "good" lane.
to ask for what I want in other places in my life, that IWhat a nice person!
suffer needlessly because of it, and that I blame othersLesson #2: It's not always about me.
and justify my blaming instead of taking action. ManyThe Benefit of the Doubt.
lessons . . .A third lesson from the pool is that people surprise me
I swim daily and notice that I have a new saying, similarif I let them. Recently I got into the hot tub ("many
to the aikido one, that goes "There are many lessonslessons in the hot tub") to relax after my swim. There
in the pool." Every day I seem to have another internalwas a man in there swishing his legs back and forth
learning adventure.really hard, churning the water into waves. I closed my
An example of this is the lane partner dilemma. Someeyes and leaned against the edge of the tub and tried
swimmers are easy and quiet as they cut through theto mellow out. Impossible. I opened my eyes and
water; others splash. Some swim straight and stay inlooked at him, hoping he would see that he was
their own part of the lane, leaving plenty of room.disturbing me. Oblivious. I closed my eyes again. Getting
Others flail and lunge, seemingly unaware that there isworse. I was practically drowning in the churning hot
anyone else around. Just like in aikido, with somewater. I opened my eyes and looked again. Oblivious. I
partners cooperation is easy. As if we were dancing,sighed out loud. Nope.
we know the timing and the moves and we flowOkay, time to either get out of the tub or say
easily with each other. With others it's messy, andsomething. I remembered that curiosity usually works
we're stepping on each other's toes all the time. Everbetter than accusation, and I asked, "Is that an exercise
feel this way? At the pool, as in aikido, I find I canyou're doing?" He noticed me and smiled - a really nice
make the situation messier or easier depending on mysmile - and said that yes, it was an exercise
attitude and actions.recommended by his doctor. He used to jog, loved
Lesson #1: I am given many dance partners in life.jogging, but his knees could no longer support that
Whether the dance is easy or difficult is influenced atactivity. In fact, his knees could barely support walking,
least in part by me.and swimming was one of the few things that helped;
Please Pick Another Lane.the swooshing motion strengthened the ligaments. He
Which brings me to Lesson #2. One of the "difficultwent on to talk about jogging, swimming,
partners" seems to like to swim with me. I can't figure itdisappointment and his efforts to reinvigorate his knees
out. Even when there's an empty lane, he gets in mine.and stay in shape. What a nice man, I thought.
He swims more slowly than I do, so I have to wait forLesson #3: People usually have a positive intention.
him or double back so as not to "pass" him, whichGive them the benefit of the doubt.
we're not allowed to do at our pool. He splashes andThe benefit of the doubt: what does it mean? What
his swimming is erratic, his arms swinging way out todoubt? Well, as I swim up and back and up and back I
the side and occasionally accidentally hitting me. When Ithink it must mean giving other people the benefit that
see him coming I think, Oh no, please pick another lane.derives from doubting my preconceived notions about
But he doesn't.their motives. Is he really getting in my lane just to
One morning I came to the pool late and thisannoy me? Probably not. Is he churning up the water
gentleman was already swimming. There was anto keep others out? I think I'll doubt that assumption and
open lane next to his, and I sat on the edge and wassee what happens.
doing my warm-ups when he came up for air. HeUsually what happens is that I discover a genuinely
looked over and motioned to me that he was gettingnice person behind the fog of my assumptions and
out and I could have his lane. I thanked him but stayedhave a really fun swim.